I am in a bad mood today.
My legs are freaking tired. Seriously. I AM TIRED.
I only had 2-3 hours of sleep last night! Thank you so much Amanda and Cally.
I didn't know what to do seriously! Cuz if I grade 'em badly for peer evaluation, our whole group'd have lesser marks because we didn't cooperate! Damnnnnn. So in the end I just credited them. I hope no such shit will happen again :\

Maths test today. Quite hardddddd. I didnt check my work! No time. Sheeet. And. I didnt do the last question! It's kinda like guess and test right. Eeyer.
After math was P.E, we had to jump rope. How like that? My leg so tired. Nevermind. Then jump over the bench. Then 20 jumping jacks. Then dipping! HEH. I always do that at home. Very fun what! Then gave Ms Choo the 55 cents I found. She told me to keep it. For the class fund. Then later she gave me another 10 cents. BUS RIDE. HAHAHA.

Charlyn was being a bitch in the morning. Someone wrote "F!@# u, u suk. u think u are so preety.
Idoit.
I am one of your classmate, but u will never find out who am i."
What bad english!
Anyway, she was shouting "Yall dont own up I send all of you to RTC!" Like what, she thinks she's a teacher? She isn't even in the class committee. I have the right to ask her to shut up.
So blah blah blah, she complained to Sister Dot. I doubt it's us lor. I mean I wouldnt scribble "F! you" on someone's table and write my class down right!

For science! OMG IM DAMN HAPPY LUH. HEEHEE. I GOT 3RD IN CLASS AGAIN! :D 22/25! THERE WERE 5 PEOPLE WITH MY MARKS. HAHAHAHA. THE HIGHEST WAS SHIERLY. 25/25!

Amanda claims Ms Choo like me. I don't agree. I have my reasons but Im not going to mention it here. Ask me if you want. HAHAHA.
But I like her. So that's okay. She explains better now.
"Just don't get in the teacher's bad books."

Okay tuition's in 8 mins Im gonna get ready now.
BYEBYE.

PS: BRIDGE TO TERABITHIA GUY IS NOT BAD LOOKING HOHO!

MY LEGS.
OUCH.
OUCH.
OUCH.
You know how I got out of my double decker bed yesterday? SLIDE.
I woke up with a leg cramp! How awesome.
Now my legs are hurting like !@#$, cuz I just came back from TENNIS.
Tennis so boring today. Coach didnt really care cuz there was only 6 sec 1s. Stupid idiot.

Today assembly. I was sitting on the pink colour chair[as Jamie says] with Jamie. "Stacy made one announcement and then SCREAM! HAHA." Who's Stacy? LOL. Then after that Ms Choo said "DOTS!" I dont like that word :\

Then we were complaining to Ms Choo about our legs. She said "Sorry!" Then she was singing again! While someone was making an announcement! Same same song. My fav. song in the hymn book! And it's her fav song too. Yah. She likes MCR, I bet you dont believe. HAHAHA. She sings damn well.
So. For morning run we were walking. Then that stupid piece of fat blob come out and scold us. Got released last. [6BO also always like that. HAHAHA.]
Class comm thingy during homeroom. Seriously, no one can stand Rooba. She's just bloody acting! Think she's so smart neh neh neh. She's the Sports Comm member and she always skips P.E! What kind of rubbish is this. We told Ms Choo already lor. Long time ago. She just said "Yah, I know about her." She's going to change places soon! Gdmnt. Further away from Amanda! >:(

Then. Geography. Stupid atiqah head. I got F9 for geography! URGHHH. Shit la. Underlines in report cards aren't really very nice.
I HATE MS ATIQAH. AND I DONT CARE IF ANYONE'S READING THIS BUT SHE CANT BLOODY TEACH AT ALL AND SHE SUCKS.
Okay whatever the rest of the day was really really boring.
Bad day today.

I've been thinking a lot about the past lately. And I think my attitude towards schoolwork from last year has changed a lot. Then I wonder who was the one who changed it.

It's you, and I miss you quite terribly.

Hello.

School is super boring today.
In the morning we had !Standard test! But nevermind, it was quite easy. I GOT MY CONVERSIONS WRONG! Arghhhsfhs. Nevermind:\

Then during PE! We had to do the step step thingy. Step on the bench. Right leg first. Then left leg up. Then right leg down. Left leg down. SUPER TIRING LA! Just keep doing for 5 mins! Cannot one lor. 5 mins seems damn fast right but when you do slow until wanna die. K then later switched over to left leg. Now my calves are hurting like !@#$ 我的小腿很痛。 ):

HAHAHA. Then during Science we had a Literature test! Awesome. I don't like Literature. You study a book. Read then read lah. Study for what. Just understand can already. Wrote one and a half pages! HEEHEE. My handwriting is small okay! Then then.

Chinese test! I grabbed the chinese dictionary on the table heehee. I'm not supposed to. Then halfway Jamie come to my table take the dictionary. :\ then I couldn't write 误会。Cuz I didnt know how to! I just wrote "事 qing." LOL.
Dance dance. We didn't have any test. But just a small little one. I got 6/20, average! :D
Bus-ed and MRT-ed home with Deborah and Amanda. Hee.


I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay you'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

我喜欢你。你可以看得出来吗？

Okay today was boring.

During CME we learnt about blogging and all that :\
So now I'm gonna edit my old post of old wrinkled face.
If yall read it already, good (:
If not then TOO BAD HAHAHA.

Shit I think I sound alot like. K cannot mention later I go to jail! HEEHEE. okay whatever but ah, I think that X LOL girl is such a cheap person. How can "It's okay to be raped by this cute guy"? stupid cheap head.

K I shan't talk too much in case I reveal too much info HAHA.

today - maths spot test
tomorrow - literature test, science test, chinese letter test, dance test
friday - maths test.

TEST TEST TEST. Toopid Tests.

Today's maths was the boring-est. :\
我有四个姐妹包括一个失去很久姐姐。HAHA.

WHATS WRONG WITH ME AH.

I keep counting money wrongly!
!@#$
Then always kena scolding.

[EDIT] Big mouth-ed *Censored* [/EDIT]told Ms Choo I ate the marshmellows without paying, then in the end I had to waste 3 dollars :\ YAH, I stole 3.
Was late for [EDIT]*censored*'s[/EDIT] lesson today, cuz I had to help teacher count $, but count wrongly again :\
[EDIT] *censored HAHAHA.* [/EDIT]

"Trini! Your maths very poor leh! You fail maths right!"
"No! She got highest in class for maths test!"
HAHA.
yay.

After school! Was fun-er. Sparks stall. Cuz teacher came to help and Jamie stayed in the stall. Steal malt candy lah she! Then in the end Ms Choo also go and eat. Then I wanted to try. So I ate. Cally ate. Everyone in the stall ate. I always kena my hand on the stupid honey.
Irene loves our sprinkled cornflakes. She bought like. 3 dollars worth of that thing. HAHA. Then Jamie and I were fighting over the crumbs. I likeeee.

Jamie claims Ms Choo and me were bullying her. I did not smack her okay. And I had to clean the table in the end anyway. Goondooos. They threw my water bottle away. Into the fungus-ed dustbin.

I dont think anyone kept the receipt leh. How like that? NEVERMIND! They all ever get back the money. We earn more, they lose money HAHAHA. okay just kidding. Not fair lor. We didnt make more than we[i] wanted to :l

I KENA INFLUENCED LEH! By Jamie and Ms Choo lah! I'm speaking at least a few chinese words every few sentences. Wei shen me ze yang!
我知道您不喜欢我。您能不能不显示它？

Arghghasghghghgh.
I dont feel good.
I feel useless.
Because people make me.
Godamnit. Why must emo strike me now.
Happy day turned sad. Oh well, let's just look forward to that bloody art tomorrow.
More scoldings, more feeling-useless-ness.
Sparks stall makes me sad.

Everyday's getting crappier, I swear.
My godddddddd. Let me have a nice day, world.
When I feel proud of myself.
When no one blames me or makes me feel like useless shit.
When I finally know who are my real friends.

Haiz. Let's just wait for that day, I hope it comes soon.
[Yeah right, I've been waiting 13 years for it and where is it?]

I hate my life.

Alicia and Chermaine played me out.
Imagine how pissed I would be.

Worse still, Amanda did not stick up for me.
urghssgsihghghghghsihndfjsn I cant stand it I'd rather have little friends whom i can really trust then have alot of friends who are just.. friends.

I have a sucky life. I need more good friends.

Vulnerable

HI. I'm bored.
I did one exercise of math already, and let's see, we have 7 left. How awesome :\

Maths is kinda fun now, cuz Ms Choo makes it. The other periods are dead boring i swear. So anyway, for the Sparks Stall, I couldn't count $13 worth of coins and Ms Choo got angry :\
Whateverrrrr.
For P.E., we had to run HAHAH. I ran ahead of everyone! How awesome HUH. But halfway we had to drop 20 cuz there were people walking. Nehmind, the 20 pushups helped me feel less tired, I dunno how also.
I changed in class cuz I didnt have time to do anything during Sparks Stall but I unzipped my shirt first then after that I put on my shirt so you cant see anypart of my body body. "Eeyer."

HAHAHA. Then, during science! Ms Chua said "float" as "flirt" CHHH.

IM SUPER HAPPY CANZXZXZX. I got highest in class for maths test! And 3rd in science! :D

[edit] The malaysia 1cents is still on teacher's table [/edit]

KRRH!

New hair! New bag! New clothes! YAY, Im happy.
My hair is crazy.

school today

School was not so boring today.
But, I had a very very very very bad hair day.
I have a bad hair day everyday, but today was worse.
So anyway, I skipped morning run! Cuz Ms Choo said we could if we did duty. So, yah.
Anyway, last night I had CRAMPS! And it was bad hokay. I woke up in the middle of the night clutching my stomach.

PS ANYWAY THE AFRICAN GUY GAVE UP :D

So for the first period we had a science practical test, and I ah, sure fail. I dunno how do the displacement can thingy.
THEN THEN THEN! We had R.E.! The super duper fun lesson. We toured around the school. And I left my water bottle in the church, shucks :l
Anyway, we got free chocolate! HAHHA. And remember to remember this: Amanda Devarajan Shu Xian wants to be a nun when she grows up. Seriously, I don't know what Amanda would be. I can't imagine her working as anything except a.. mad scientist. HOKAY I WONT BE SO BAD.

After R.E., we had drama. I don't like drama, not fun one. I played as the secret agent and had to go down on my knees, wth I know. Then we had maths! FINALLY. Ms Choo explained to us the factorisation thingy. And I finally understand! Oh I caught Amanda asleep during math, and then we had this 2 min break so we went out of class and she said she didn't understand.. something. She doesn't know what she doesn't understand. LOL.
I like PC! It's fun. Usually we get to sit down and do whatever we want/talk, but that was only last time. Now our teacher would be teaching us umm. Life lessons.

So anyway, after school Ms Choo made the class stay back to clean it[She already released us 15 mins late] but almost everybody escaped. I had to sweep the floor again :l I escaped by telling teacher "Ms Choo I have tuition today and I'm going to be late." "Ok ok go go!" HAHA BUT REALLY. I'm having tuition today. But not firs.[Eh I didn't know okay]

I only prefer Ms Choo to the other, umm, older teachers because she's young and hip yeahh.
She's more hip than our stooopid geog teacher and ms lee.
And. She quarrels with us. LOL. That kind of tiny tiny quarrel.
And she rolls her eyes.
She uses words like
"Damn"
"Sucks"
"Heck"
"Goondu"
"So cool right!"

SO COOL RIGHT!

check out this song manzxzx.



Stranger You and I - Daphne Loves Derby
:D

and this one too!



Tennis Court Soundtrack - Daphne Loves Derby

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
until the sky falls down on me

Hi.
Guess what happened to the african guy?
Seriously, he kept bugging me.
I shouted at him LOL.
But he still called back.
Thennnnnnn in the middle of the night he kept calling and my phone kept ringing.
My mum woke up & got annoyed. She called the police LOL.
I know I sound like some spoiled little kid but no lor, she called herself I didnt ask her to. LOL but I did threaten the african that I would call the police. Of course, I was joking.

I had to sweep the floor today.
And again, Ms Choo would't let anybody go until she thought that the floor was clean.
Amanda Devarajan Shu Xian escaped.
I found a Malaysia 1 cent on the floor! HOHOHO. Then Ms Choo told me to donate it to the class fund. LOL. What can you do with half a cents? Not even the toilet la.
And, she told me I did very very well on a maths test! YAY.

"What are you going to use the money for, anyway?"
"Umm. Promise you won't tell anybody?"
"No one. Promise."
"I want to buy.. a hot air balloon"
LOL


NICE? I DO ONE. Of Jesveena COW.

africa

"hello?"
"who is this?"
"adfiafnlfwuier"
"sorry?"
"ASHDUHASD"
"from where?"
"AFRICA"
"err. i think you've got the wrong number."
"no, i got your number in my phone."
"err, okay."
"how are you?"
"sorry i gotta go now byebye"

weirdo.
he called me at 6.44am. but i missed call. stupid shithead. if he calls back ah. IF HE CALLS BACK..

[edit]
OH AND.
he just smsed me! goddamnit.
"Hi my dearly friend my name is Adams am from Africa a country called Ghana the most peaceful country in the continent. Some few days ago i bought this phone and i find some pictures and their names are Rima Samantha Delicia Wendy Sam Falicia and Weird and i also find your number in it so i decide to call you i think i realy want to be your friend so far i wanted a friend from Asia and i think i have got one and i no you will also like me"
goddamnit. piss off stupid african guyzxzx.
[/edit]

Reflection

Every time I walk home from the MRT, I will
reflect. Reflect on what has happened to me today. Everyday something new would happen. Whether it's good or bad, I would think about it. Is there an alternative? What did I do? Did it benefit myself or anybody? If I got scolded on that day, what did I do to make it happen? What should I do?

So, for today. We had a big scolding. Why? Because apparently, we did not listen to the class committee. Personally, I feel that it's not that we didn't listen to the class committee. I only heard the Chairman and Vice telling us what to draw. I did not hear anything else. There was shouting and screaming as there were people calling names.

All for one, one for all.

S IS THE S

chicken stew

NEXT TIME I MAKE CHICKEN STEW FOR ALL OF YOU.
YOU KNOW AH, ALL MY FRIENDS SAY VERY NICE AND MY MUM SAID NOT BAD!

how cool is that. HUH HUH.

my first time at chicken stew! hooohooo.

maybe my childhood ambition of being a "cooker(cooker? cook)" will come true..
hmm. i dunno. but i dont like peeling chicken. all slimy and all.

oh, and i threw my chicken away. haha. i just peeled some of it off.

i cant get you off my head.
i dont know if i want you to get out of my mind too.
im still happy i knew someone like you,
for without you,
i'd feel i have nobody.

but the problem is,
you're not here,
& you'll never be.

im feeling really depressed right now
every time i sit down for awhile i start to think about you.
i get depressed.
and everything around me
is making it far worse.

right now,
i do not know what to do with my life.
should i listen to the people around me?
should i follow what i think is best for me?

i'm afraid to face the truth.
i dont want to admit to myself that
you're not here.
i know you're around me,
but far away.

I look at the photos i have of you,
i start to smile,
& i dont know why i am.
But when i think properly,
I start to remember the old times.
Then, i start thinking about my future.

Without you.

come back, & i won't take you for granted any more.

"do you know trini tan?"
"yah i know her. she's my treasurer. everyday i bug her for money but she refuse to give me"

"do you know trini?"
"yes i know her."
"what about you?"
"yes i know her, she's very common"
'common'?