Arghghasghghghgh.
I dont feel good.
I feel useless.
Because people make me.
Godamnit. Why must emo strike me now.
Happy day turned sad. Oh well, let's just look forward to that bloody art tomorrow.
More scoldings, more feeling-useless-ness.
Sparks stall makes me sad.

Everyday's getting crappier, I swear.
My godddddddd. Let me have a nice day, world.
When I feel proud of myself.
When no one blames me or makes me feel like useless shit.
When I finally know who are my real friends.

Haiz. Let's just wait for that day, I hope it comes soon.
[Yeah right, I've been waiting 13 years for it and where is it?]

I hate my life.