Camp

Camp ah camp ah. it sucked. hahahhaa.
im super duper tired. the first day we slept at like 1am and i woke up at 5.30am. :\
hate my group. had 2 bimbos inside and all the rest of the sec 2s and 1s dont help people. :\
I LIKE THE SEC 3s! HEEHEEHAHAHOHO. Sam's veh nice :D Plus i made new friends! Emilia and Adeline. They're super nice! Adeline saved my life. hahhaha.
3rd day sucked. i had my stupid mens and so i had to sit there like a loser watching people raft in the water for 1 over hour.
haha ok.
im just glad i'm home. (:
I wanna watch pirates of the caribbean again and and and go to sentosa!


AND IM TANNER. HAHAHAHHAHA.
Ok bye.

So this is goodbye ♥

I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f!@# about you

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

Heehee. Camp's tomorrow, don't miss me too much :D
Okay I'm kidding. I'm kinda looking forward to camp, woohoo! I hope I'll come back slightly tanner but not red.

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Pirates tonight, I havent watched Dead Man's Chest yet.
Ok I shall watch now (:

I wanna go Sentosa! Heehee. I'm going with Jamie. Maybe. (:

I'm back again as I promised!

Hello! haha. i'm back from school. and there's probably still some people conferencing. Haha. Janice.
Got delayed by a lot. Because tay kept changing the timings. stupid idiot. poor Chermaine. From 7, her thing got delayed till 8+. Tsk. mine was only by 2 people.
and.
I got Sr Dot! ): she doesnt know me at all. so she just said "trini is doing quite well. she is reliable and responsible. but to go to 2/8 she needs to work a bit harder." blah blah. Juliana topped the class. NOT FAIR I JEALOUS WHY LIKE THAT. ! So anyway i passed all my subjects(: My mum wanted to talk to Tay for some stupid reason. THEN AH, that tay act nice only lor! She talk so sweet. stupid idiot! It's just an act.
Then my mum also talked to Ms Choo(rolls eyes). My mum mixed up Choo for Chua. Haha. So yeah she didn't really say anything.. just that "I've been their relief form teacher for 3 months." Yah. Then my mum said "OH. So you're the one she has been talking about!" Then Ms Choo look at me and said "Reallllly?" Haha. Asshole.
Then momzo said "Oh! So you're going SMU?" See? Mixed up again. Ms Choo's going NTU. Haha. Like she wanted. Congrats.

Yah. Went home. I got 11th in class. zxzxxxzxzx. Not top ten. zxzxzxzx.

Tomorrow I have to go back to school at 10am. :\

Nooo!

My Parent's Teacher Conference is at 7.20. And it clashes with a lot of people. Haha. Like everyone is before and after me. Hmmm.
I don't want Sr Dot to conf with my parents! Please la. She'll say that I talk a lot. Well cuz I do. Whenever she's around :P
Heehee. And Ms Choo will be with Tay. Then Tay will think I'm a veh veh good student. HAHAHA. Just kidding. But later Sr Dot say I talk a lot then ):
I want Ms Choo to conf. with my parents!

Ah anyway. Went to school at 10.10 today. Haha. I thought I was late but I was the only one there + Sam.
Then we managed to do finish our badges. Which took forever to wrap. Hmmm. Yah. Then we did a little bit of the banner. IT WAS SUPER DIFFICULT OKAY. Only Emilia and me did the banner. The stupid ribbon part la! The side there. So hard. Ok our group name is C Kunalan. I think. Heehee.
So I was still in school at about 3 and I saw Ms Choo. She cut her hair. HAHA. HAHA. Looks quite weird. Well different. She stood beside me and said "I look like a student!" Haha.
Then I wanted to complain about Tay but Ms. Atiqah was talking to her. So yeah.

Hmmm. I don't want Sr Dot tonight. ):

I shall blog later. :D

Tireddd.

Okay i'm really tired. :\
last post before going to bed and waking up at 8.45AM tomorrow. AM. AM!

we haven't done our banner yet. and our cheer. for sports camp. that's why sam arranged for tomorrow. 10am! tsk so early.

okay anyway school was as usually noisy(well we've quieten down by a lot)
and mrs tay really sucks. she was just standing there scolding and nagging and ordering people around. ): there was this stupid bee that kept flying in and out of our room (to rooba's, charlyn's and praveena's table). And charlyn in frickin beside me. so i had to keep running to the back. stupid bee. i hate bees.
so ms martens and joseph came to our class and called us monkeys. haha.

ok then during trng. i was dying. so pai seh. cannot hit any balls. i was in depression for like 10 mins. ): so sad ok! when i serve i kept hitting the net. so annoying.
so anyway we played doubles and sam choosed me to be in her team. haha. plus janessa and two other pro pro people PLUS yiggie. zomg la. the best 2 players.
so anyway janessa and me kept giving points to our opponent & yiggie and sam earned the 41 points. O: that's the most lor.

can't wait for sports camp. jolyn's in my group (:

ptc tomorrow. hope mrs tay won't be there.

ah byebye

Ahaaaaaaa.

Hello.
School sucks.
I don't want to go to school tomorrow. (This is the first time I've said it this year)
Thank you, Mrs Tay.

PS: I GREW TANNER. HAHAHA.

ROoOOoooOooba

ROOBA. OMG. SHE PASSED MATH. OMG. SHE PASSED MATH. Wthxzx. But nevermind, she failed 5 subjects anyway.
Today, we got back our English and Lit papers! I ROCK AT ENGLISH YO! I must be proud! I got top in class for English~~~ Yeaaaahzxzxzxzx.
Literature was not that badly done (:

Okay today was Ms Choo's last day. And Ms Chua. But she didn't come today S:
English was okay and everything. Yeah.
For Math we learned some stupid confusing Math thing. Nevermind. There's tuition. Ahhhh. And and and. Ms Choo wrote letters for all of us! Everyone had one each. Different ones. Mine's sweet(: Stupid Jamie go and read. LOL. Ms Choo say she proud of me worhxzzahshzxhsh. Okay HAHA.

Then she brought the IQ puzzles for us to try out. I don't like those things. I can't solve them. Ms Choo's fav one is the sphere. Because she can fix it. HAHA. Okay. Then we just blah-ed aroundddd.

I was being action worhzasjzxhhs. I played the guitar!~~ I played Boulevard of Broken Dreams. "Dedicate" song to her lor. Then that so called big fan AMANDA huh dont know the Green Day song! Ms Choo could tell once I played lor! HAHA AMANDA. TSK TSK. We tried to make her cry. HAHA. But unsuccessful lah! But she was touched. LOL. Didn't seem that touching. I think. Touching is we all sing her a song or something~~ That is sweet lor! I AM SWEET. HAHA. I SANG HER A SONG. Plus guitar! I doubt she could hear me sing :\
And and, we could see her eye ah. Watery watery ):
So sad lorhzx. Don't be sad. We'll miss you too(:

Eh Ms Choo! In the highly unlikely event that you're reading this, come to the zoo! No, you won't miss your flight! I think. HAHA. Send you off~~ Okay cannot. Got camp. Heehee. See I so sweet.
Mmmmm, Class BBQ sounds fun~~ Everybody! Charlyn's not hosting it anymore. SOMEONE ELSE WHO IS COOL IS. NO, NOT ME! [But I'm still cool] So come down! Because I'll be coming.

:D

Okay one more.
"Momzo keeps reminding me about how Mr Cai totally turned me around when I was heading towards the worst direction ever, how he instilled some sense of responsibility into me (which I sadly have to admit is gone), and how he actually led me into having a positive outlook on going to school (but then.. That's gone too. Thanks be to Chan.)
All the best to you ♥"
From Colleen's blog!
Okay KIND OF same issue here! Hee. Except Mummy doesn't remind me or even know I look forward to school.
All the best to you! Uni uni uni~ And everything too :D

&Yes yes! It's gonna be gone too.
Haa. Welcome back Mrs Tay.

Okay nevermind THEY rock at Math, I don't.

Yes yes. Read the title.
My Math marks are frickin disappointing. Everybody got 40+ and my marks would look much better if I had an extra 1 mark. Screw it. Some girl called Puay Ching in 1/8 got 54/60. Omg la how do they do it. AND IN CASE YOU'RE WONDERING, I DID PASS.

Nevermind. Maths sucks la.
Okay enough complaining.

I failed 2 subs. zxzxzxzxzxzx. Science. One of my best subjects.
Home econs. Expected.
HOW COULD I FAIL SCIENCE! JUST ONE FRICKIN MARK AND I CAN PASS.

Ah, & the rest of my grades are quite expected.


Maaan, tomorrow's Choo's last day.
Haa. Welcome back Mrs Tay.

WE ROCK AT MATH YO.

Chinese sucked today. Was bloody boring. China people speaking to us in that stupid accent for 1 whole day? I got a headache. Okay anyway, 1/1 stole our dumplings. Apparently. Not mine (: Because I hid mine in the bag. Then those people went to GO to report missing dumplings. OMG RETARDED. Yah then they saw Choo then she told us about our Math!~~


YAH WE DO ROCK! ZOMG. 1/4 GOT 2ND FOR MATH IN THE WHOLE STANDARD. ISN'T THAT AWESOME! YES THAT IS. 1ST IS OBVIOUSLY 1/8.
:D
Okay nevermind let's not get so excited in case I fail.

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THANKS A LOT.

THANKS A LOT MY FRIENDS. THANKS A LOT.
For not being there, for playing me out, for being such frickin bitches and hurting my feelings without even knowing it.

NICE BUT BORING DAY

Okay today, we had assembly at the hot dry place. Then we had a mini spot check(: AND WHATEVER LOR. MY SKIRT NOT THAT SHORT LOR. Choo make me unroll! I pull down then she say unroll. So long already ): And and and. GUESS WHAT CHOO SAID TO HEAD PREFECT! "GO GET HER!" & SHE WAS REFERRING TO AMANDA LOOOOOOL. Okay I am so cool.

Then first period we were supposed to have Draaama but in the end we had some stupid boring movie with 2/2. Noisy la! Then we talk a little bit they ask us to shut up. Whatever lor.
Anyway, after Drama was recess.
After recess was Maths. Choo was late for like what, 10-15 mins? Then we had this super cool Sudoku Puzzle. Then Choo walking around she all of a sudden say "Hi Trini!" LOLZO. So I said hi.
After Maths was the always-Badminton P.E. HAHA. Played with Debs, Kristel and Amanda. YES COMBINE CLASS :D Then me and Amanda kept on screaming over the shuttlecock. THE SHUTTLECOCK COME MY WAY SHE GO IN FRONT OF ME AND HIT LOR! Stupid Amanda.
Oh ya I voted Amanda Moey for Head Girl(: Alot of people in my class did too.
AND I KNOW A SECRET ABOUT CHARLYN AND JASMINE OMG IT'S SO COOL LA. ITS QUITE SHOCKING REALLY. But Charlyn, you're alone! WOOHOOO. Okay sorry Charlyn.
After PE was Chineseee. BUT BUT BUT CAI LAO SHI DIDNT COME! :D :D :D THEN we were supposedly "noisy", so Janice tried to shut us up by playing Hangman. THEN SOMEONE WROTE DOWN SOMETHING THEN WE GAVE UP. GUESS WHAT THE ANSWER WAS? Mrs. Vegetables.! HAHA. Don't understand? Go read again.
After Chinese was Dance. But for Dance again no teacher came so we watched HONEY! YO HONEY! Quite fun, but boring, we were dying of boredom.
After Dance was Geography. Argh it sucks la. But Atiqah didnt really care so we were walking around class~~ THEN Cally Ong showed me the 2000 yearbook! We saw Choo and Wang. Then 2000! I realised my sister was P2! THEN I SAW. OMG SO UNGLAM PLEASE. HAHHA. SHE NOT EVEN SMILING.
Then after Geography had Tennis at 2.30! 2.30! Was tiring lor. Couldn't play properly. Then MS MARTINS THE "P" CAME! HAHAH IT WAS DAMN COOL. WE WATCHED HER PLAY, PRO LA SHE. She was a national Hockey player! O M G. Yah I know (:

Enough of school(:
I wanna go out tomorrow. NO SCHOOL WOOHOO!
With Amanda. We wanna go to town to catch a movie. Stupid girl. Don't wanna watch Spiderman ):

Nevermind. I shall get to one day.
:D

ONE MORE THING. I realised my Seniors are quite nice(:

Miss Choo thinks I'm more trustworthy than Jamie.

Haha. Yes.
Since I'm so bored and it's gonna rain any time and I can't swim, I'm blogging!
The cake we baked.. Mummy said it was not nice and there's still a lot more in the fridge which she's not gonna eat! My sister said it tasted like shit. And Daddy gave this disgusted look when he tried my cake. HAHAHHA. Nevermind, I shan't give up! I shall try again then next time I will be a professional baker. HAHA. Xiao. Then don't want.
Okay yesterday's + some cool + some random pictures (:

From right: Short, Medium and Okayyy la. :D
How unglam, Jamie!
Okay I am so cooooool. And so is Augustana:

tired.

Hello(:
I'm still in my u. And I'm tired. Don't wanna bathe~~~ BUT HAVE TO ):

EXAMS ARE OVER. Like finally. 2 weeks.

Tay in 1 week.

Choo leaving in 1 week.

SUCKS LA.

Exam was like crap today. Damn hard. Gonna fail. !@#$
Maths... I don't think I did well.
Chinese - sure fail

Okay enough about exams.
Went towning with Jus Jamie today. Bought some stupid pathetic stuff, then went to my house to bake. And. Obviously it was unsucessful. It tastes as hard as rocks. And it's super dry. The only nice thing is the chocolate on top :\
Yes, Mother's Day present.

ZXZXZZXZX.

Hello(:

Sorry for the last post, I was just. Venting my anger.
And anyway, MRS TAY is coming back very soon la.
We only have one week left with Miss Choo ):
Okay, I hope they extend it, then we'll only see Tay when school starts!

I WANT A CLASS PARTY, who does? :D TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK.

Glad to know...

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up,
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up,
And every night I miss you,
I can just look up.
And know the stars are holding you,
Tonight

Hello(:
I'm feeling better! Haha yay.

I ♥ YOUR CALL (:
Chinese sucks shitloads, so does Cai.
Science sucked. It was frickin hard. Like so many random questions.
Geography was all right... I guess. I couldn't remember how to calculate bearings. Shit.
After Geog exam, went for Maths tutorial. With ALICIA(: CALLY ONG and Charlyn. Charlyn. HAHA. All of us refused to sit beside Charlyn. LOL. Then Alicia, Cally and me sat in one row[the inside] then she sat outside. LOL. Then Choo came and sat beside Charlyn. So Maths-ed. Was boring. I was yawning like crazy. HAHA CHOO SAID THAT SPEED QUESTIONS WONT COME OUT. Really meh. Okay it'd better not. AND WE CAN USE CALCULATOR (BEST FRIEND) FOR EVERYTHING! HOW COOL HUH HUH HUH. You're reaching there, Best Friend! Almost as cool as me! HAHA. CHOO ASKED CHARLYN IF SHE AND KIMBERLY WERE RELATED; PEIRERA! HAHA.
Miss Choo said the words "TRINI IS SO COOL".
She read it out from the piece of paper I wrote on. See? Everybody thinks I'm cool.
HAHA.

Okay bye.

Damn it

I know who will cheer me up when I'm down. I know that I very much embarrassed myself in front of you. I know that liking you is pointless. But I know what I want;
You

I've been feeling very down lately, and no I don't know why.
My closest friends are turning into somewhat bimbos & bitches. And I don't like it at all. My other friends have their other closer friends.
I know what I want. I need to talking to someone I can trust. I know that person can help me. But I dont know how I'm going to go up to that person. I dont have the guts to. That's what I hate myself for. I don't have the guts to do anything.

I said "Hello,"

Today. Was. A. Bad. Day.

Everything started off all right.. Ms Chia. CHINESE EXAM. I didn't know how to do a single frickin question. No really. I didnt understand any part of the paper. So, what to do? For Comprehension, I copied down the whole paragraph. No, really. Worth 5 marks what! What to do? Teacher cancel out some stuff, maybe I'd still get 1 or 2 marks.
STUPID YANXINGGGGZX and Chermaine said it was easy! Yah lor, cuz for the first section they got like what, 10/10? And I got 3/10!

So after that, outside the classroom Amanda pushed me down because of STUPID ALICIA then I fell down ): My knees were red. Washed them with my water. Ms Choo saw me. Went down to the bus stop. I realised I didnt bring my wallet. So I asked my, "friends" to wait for me and they just went off. I had no money for going home. What theeeeee. So I went around [jumping] and begging people for money. Borrowed from Sipei and 10 from Meredith. Ride home. Mum was being unreasonable.
And. Woke up and realised I hadn't finish my Maths homework. Then, late for tuition. Then, walk home for the 3rd frickin time for today.

I seriously want to stop hanging out with the people I do, because they're a really bad influence. Like what, Germaine steals?! And no, I don't directly hang out with Germaine but Nicole Anne is learning from her! I don't wanna get into some kind of peer pressure shit.  And my friends are so freaking boy-crazy. I seriously do not care about who is "hot" and whoever is two-timing or going out with anyone, especially at this secone age. COME ON. WE'RE SEC ONES FOR GOD'S SAKE.

Sigh.