THANKS A LOT.

THANKS A LOT MY FRIENDS. THANKS A LOT.
For not being there, for playing me out, for being such frickin bitches and hurting my feelings without even knowing it.

Damn it

I know who will cheer me up when I'm down. I know that I very much embarrassed myself in front of you. I know that liking you is pointless. But I know what I want;
You

I've been feeling very down lately, and no I don't know why.
My closest friends are turning into somewhat bimbos & bitches. And I don't like it at all. My other friends have their other closer friends.
I know what I want. I need to talking to someone I can trust. I know that person can help me. But I dont know how I'm going to go up to that person. I dont have the guts to. That's what I hate myself for. I don't have the guts to do anything.

I said "Hello,"

Today. Was. A. Bad. Day.

Everything started off all right.. Ms Chia. CHINESE EXAM. I didn't know how to do a single frickin question. No really. I didnt understand any part of the paper. So, what to do? For Comprehension, I copied down the whole paragraph. No, really. Worth 5 marks what! What to do? Teacher cancel out some stuff, maybe I'd still get 1 or 2 marks.
STUPID YANXINGGGGZX and Chermaine said it was easy! Yah lor, cuz for the first section they got like what, 10/10? And I got 3/10!

So after that, outside the classroom Amanda pushed me down because of STUPID ALICIA then I fell down ): My knees were red. Washed them with my water. Ms Choo saw me. Went down to the bus stop. I realised I didnt bring my wallet. So I asked my, "friends" to wait for me and they just went off. I had no money for going home. What theeeeee. So I went around [jumping] and begging people for money. Borrowed from Sipei and 10 from Meredith. Ride home. Mum was being unreasonable.
And. Woke up and realised I hadn't finish my Maths homework. Then, late for tuition. Then, walk home for the 3rd frickin time for today.

I seriously want to stop hanging out with the people I do, because they're a really bad influence. Like what, Germaine steals?! And no, I don't directly hang out with Germaine but Nicole Anne is learning from her! I don't wanna get into some kind of peer pressure shit.  And my friends are so freaking boy-crazy. I seriously do not care about who is "hot" and whoever is two-timing or going out with anyone, especially at this secone age. COME ON. WE'RE SEC ONES FOR GOD'S SAKE.

Sigh.